DRAMA MAMA

i'm fine

2008-07-24T07:59:00.000-07:00

i'm fine really... yes it's true i'm alright and i'm handling life alright .
that's right you heard me i'm fine. Can't find another synonym for fine . But that's what i am ... fine .. Yeap .. doin great .. relishin the moment... lovin life ... living in the awesome light....
So tell me when i can start believing myself then ?

Went around readin' people's blogs today .. some insightful , ungrateful, sickening, funny , stupid yeaap the list goes on ...
So today in school it was pretty sucky... yeap .. awkward and sucky really . Just startlin' how people get worked up over the slightest things .. and then one begin's to realise that they coudn't give a rat's ass about you . Yeap i've been pretty naive .. i ain't gonna deny it but i'm gettin stronger too . Paranoia doesn't crowd my senses anymore.

Steppin back and takin a gd view of things really does help .. i've learnt that now.
This post is admittedly very confusing .. i'm not exactly thinkin' abt what i'm typing .. but what the hell right ...candidness ( no such word .. i know ) rocks right ?

who knows what tomorrow will be like or how today will end .. not me for sure.
But i sure know that my parents ain't gonna like me too much after tomorrow's ptm . My results ain't nthin to shout from the rooftops abt .... i'm not bein an ass .. cause i do know that many people didn't do well .. but at the same time many did score ... so what does that make me then ?
I'm too tired to care at this time. Too angry , too emotionally exhausted , too physically tired abt nthin particular... to give a crap.

took 2 power naps during lecture today .. and they were freakin awesome ! Who knew that 3 min of shut eye could offer so much rest . Well gotta do the damn hwk now

Lesson Of The Day : Don't waste messages trying to be nice

i still think ronaldo is awesome and you'd better bet your bottom dollar that i'm fine ....

peace out :)

i'm back people !

2008-03-10T07:29:00.000-07:00

haha hey people it's been like forever, no seriously it's really been like forever. Yeap anyway people i'm back ! yeah and i'm gonna really try and keep it going hehe. Well for straters we all know that ronalo is somewhat of a male gigglo but i think he's still awesome ! haha you go ronaldo ! okay anyway i am seriously affected by things goin on in school in 1 week i have block tests ! You heard right people i'm J2 and it's driving me crazy aargh .
I don't think many people know i've started writting again. But i'm writting for myself and i don't really care if anyone reads this so what the heck right ? haha
Yeah anyway, i'm seriously sad right now, yeah cause i'm losing my friend to another group of people which seriously sucks beyond belief. It's like being completely ignored and given slight attention at some moments. I can't even begin to tell you how sucky it is. By 'you' i have no idea who i am refering to, so yeah. And it get's worse believe me, on top of not being able to state how i feel, i'm sometimes being fed wise ass remarks. it's true honey , it doesn't pay to be the nicest person around.
To that person out there, why do you have to be such a freak. I mean why can't you just leave my social circle alone. i seriously despise you, like seriously. i just can't stand you forming you own grop like that and leaving older friends like what rejects on a shelf ? If i had a knife, there would be stabbing action.

Okay whew talk about relief and letting out frustration.
Anyway i've completely become addicted to watching antm online arrgh! cycle 10 is superbly awesome.
And i can't believe that they replaced twiggy with polina, but a change that everyone sensed coming on i suppose. well gtg do some maths and chem now see you peeps in a while

ps- i realize that my post might come off as a wee bit psycho-like .. maybe a bit like betrayed wife meets frustrated fishmonger ... haha the next posts to come will be alot lighter.

ciao people and cyu soon :))

wheeee!

2007-03-11T08:13:00.000-07:00

finally a chance to post ... k got the com fixed , haha lu sent over some awesome songs ! and i went to sentosa with innovians! .... yay! and oh yeah i'm a certified innovian! hehe . So basically a sum up

~ Lucinda's the nutcase! .. haha
- Tuesday gotta go back to school for the subject combie thingy
- Possible outing on friday ?
- I wanna watch the history boys!
and let's all stand up and applaud CR 's ( cristiano ronaldo ) fab penalty kick ! Awesome stuff .. haha .

woot

2007-02-01T06:05:00.003-08:00

helo! haha finally an update , after sooooo long kk , i didn't really wanna update cuz then you guys can't enjoy cr's pictures yah hahah! Thx jia yu ! .. kk what's new?
- meetin' jia yu on saturday
-i'm in IJC . wheeee
-Sudden liking for all good things come to an end frm nelly furtado
- 24a rules the nation .. haha
-and .. toby's songs from rockstar supernova ( yeah pretty old) are the best! next to dilana's of course , and and
-i miss kcp drama .. well who doesn't right?
that's about it so far nthin much .. trying my best to put another cr pic up .. if i can understand what i'm doing that is ...

peace out!
simaa

2006-09-15T01:20:00.000-07:00

helloo jiayu here.

okay, this one's for you simaa. (:
since you're so busy "meeting people, and having stuff to do!"
your motivation to complete the rest of the prelims.
will and way. :D

just look at that killer smile! (: *melts

2006-08-02T02:13:00.000-07:00

we are hacking your blog..
hacker hacker hacker....

hacking...

=)

whaah

2006-07-11T01:27:00.000-07:00

whoah babe! .. stop flooding my tag board! Like what i said whatever makes you happy .Don't have to prove the same pt like 6 times . I get the picture at the first go. lol - so today was fun . followed natachka to slot in cheque to the box. now i've gotta head down to tuition , so homie 19 decembre -china and then portugal . And then jia yu , maybe we'll stop at spain . hehe. 4 more months and aurevoir kcp! yipee!!
real madrid opens it's arms and and in dives a skilled player
no need to be barbaric and vandalise his area
cheating isn't right ,
hey look there goes simao
one man show , nah!
hehe , tried to make like a verse or smthin but it went seriously wrong .
still it is kinda funny . don't you reckon?

peace out hons

shut the hell up

2006-07-07T06:29:00.000-07:00

well upate is what i'm doing right now , so yeah ... 4 more months and boom! freedom babe!
so anyway , what about the world cup? major shockers huh? brazil out? who would've guessed it . and what's so bad about christiano ronaldo ? Besides third// fourth place isn't that bad after you've won the penalty shoot out . yeah but you know ..whatever makes you happy - so tash are we going to speak ze espaneol lanuguage or no? speaking of language the orals are coming ! Man time flies , time kinda soars too but anyway high school musical ! alright . hats off to yah mr director- FAB job . Zack Efron has indeed proved to be no passing parade eh? will blog again soon ~

ps: hey shrek keep your feet on the grass will yah?

boo hoo

2006-05-26T02:40:00.000-07:00

today was really stressful .... came to school late sweated so much from running all the way to school , then after school .. turns out that i wasn't exactly registered for the mt exams on monday (that was a shocker) but thankfully everything turned out okay after that . On monday after the o's hopefully we're gonna watch X man -the last stand. yeah so that's pretty much my day . yeap that's it

y'know i came across this website on the net it's kinda about surveys and stuff and the thing people hate mostly -

-is when other people give their comments .. but just give them for the sake of giving them. not constructively or anythin like that .
-being belittled and looked down upon
-wet french fries
-being blamed or jeered at for no obvious reason or purpose
-the spice girls(yeah some people really hate them for some reason)
and lastly.....drum roll please...... un-safe sex! yeah that's wad i found out
-->well time for some time mt revision
bye ya'll .
not far the day ~ better out the front than the back

yeah!

2006-05-24T02:48:00.000-07:00

alright .. a wednesday .. and i smuggled the keyboard for this ! .. jia yu this one's for you

1) tall
2) from the western face of the earth preferbly
3) funny
4) Not egoistic / humble
5) not too brauny, slightly toned
6) gotta love the temps
7) gotta wear tasteful clothes
8) brainy pls!

there i did it! .....
yo peeps for a gd laugh .. got to youtube and search for mad tv
today miss alsagoff's relaxations class was loads fun and useful!
2 more days for the camp
and O level on Mon!!!!
AAAAGGGGhHHHH!!!

peace out peeps .. class dismissed

freak off!

2006-05-08T00:44:00.000-07:00

so anyway plans are underway for the post common test period . yeah! .. then after that it's back to studying . dang ..
Anyway wad is with those weird tags that people get on their blog ? Just because you lead a sad mesirable life , it doesn't give you the right to write crapoda on people's tag blog . And if you're mentally sick please don't vent it out here - seek a qualified counsellor hon.
So anyway aside with the downers , i'm really taking a liking towards Bon Jovi . Seriously take a listen to their songs. it's really cool

here's a verse from livin' on a prayer
it doesn't make a difference if we make it or not
we've got each other and that's a lot for looOOoove
we'll give it a shot!
OOooH we're halfway there oh oh
Livin ' on a prayer
take my hand ....we'll make it I swear!

yeah really touchin, tell me about it , so other than that ..
shout out to sharon , Happy B'dae !

peace out peeps ~ livin' on a prayer

lay off will yah?

2006-04-14T05:20:00.000-07:00

yesterday was so damn cool ... the play was hilarious! The magic fundoshi yeah! so there's a tad of exposure .. nothing we sophisticated drama members can't handle . Well happy gd friday to everyone then ... so yeah < i rushed back from tuition and didn't have time to change .. so here i was the drama members very own 'maria' . lol yeah , tried to study but i ended up doing my specialty - procrestinating . yeah it's damn frustratin when you know you gotta study .. but that those legs just won't keep still . So anyway , the american idol contestants .. they sang songs from queen.. pretty cool - yes taylor , you're the best!.

this thing called love , i just can't handle it
this thing called love, i must get round to it
but i ain't ready!
for this crazy little thing called love

go check out the song , it has an awesome guitar solo
pity though , their lead singer died from aids (freddie was gay- yeah kinda sad)
gotta go eat now , ruffles dipped in melted cheese .. yum yum bye ya'll

crapoda!

2006-04-05T06:49:00.000-07:00

today has to be the most embaressing day of my life! .. and i'm not just saying that . In novena mrt , while i was walking up the stairs , i tripped But! i didn't fall , thank god . Then after tuition , we were walking out , and instead of walking with the group i went the other way! ... sigh , then.. since my beaded slippers had no friction .. i skidded on the wet floor . Then as i walking ahead of the pack , i climbed the stairs .. and i missed one step and i stumbled but yet again i didn't fall . Next time i'll take the other route and i've got! to get new flip flops man . Me and lu had lots of fun during physics .... miss teo actually thinks we are in love ! .. man she must be crazy from all that bad english she uses . Lu always thinks of new ways to entertain the dull times we share in phy .. and E math ... hehe .. Speaking of physics .. some stapler bullets landed in my bee hive , yeah call me over sensitive , call me wadever you want .. but stapler bullets! .. honestly .. isn't there a line to be drawn . I just didn't find it to be that hilarious as it seemed .. so anyway , got a ton of work to do and so little time gotta squeze into any slot available man ... plus has anyone watched aerican idol lately , dang. Whoopi Goldberg and Chris Rock actually brought their kids to watch it .. here's the ironical part ... that night everyone was singing country songs , lol ... yeah so weird huh? ...

whee!2

2006-04-01T07:37:00.000-08:00

Yeah saturday totally rocked my socks man . we ate at sizzlers and we laughed and laughed and laughed a whole lot more. in june we're planning a drama beach outing , so totally cool . met my mum at HV . and i got lost . can you believe , getting lost in hv . wad a downer . lol .anyway i saw this red head . so so cool , (as the clique would say) sweeet. So yeah saturday totally blew the crap out of the water man.
so anyway . man i wish russel peters was my best friend or smthin . that man is heaven sent , can you imagine , hanging around with such an awesome awesome dude. so anyway .. 7th june .. free performance . 13th april the magic fundoshi. finally somethin to look forward to , besides china with the clique.
yeah well updatin soon.. then .. tap sumbong= anthony . hehehe damn he's so funny .
yeah sizzler!

whee!

2006-03-31T01:14:00.000-08:00

Today was alrite .. yeah i would like to make a shout 0ut .. grace thx for the rose! Owe the gang a couple of brownies too .. dang . So the esplanade .. what's there to say .. gd right? .. hehehe .. yeah ok .. i said lots of tsk tsk .Sorry .... i didn't notice it myself . So anyway , samsui gang is so far away and i just fel like grabbing an apron and start chisseling a rock . sigh . Tomorrow , supposed to go out i think . Who know's ? with the drama team , only god knows if it's not an april fool's joke . Yeup thx
to the ever fateful jia yu , i'm getting a crumpler! SWEEET . 7 months yeah ..! study now and let the hair down later ! .. well maybe not the part about the hair . hehe . so when the april 7 comes there's drama! YIPEE .. wheee .. yeah.... tra lala.. dum dee dum .... ( as rose chan would say) .. haiz

starry starry night .. yes tash your hand makes quite a gd microphone .. lol
vincent this is for you!
and when no hope was left on that starry starry night
you took life as most lovers would do
but i could've told you vincent , this world was never meant for one
as beautiful as youuuuuuuu

peace out hon .. ~ simaa

dang

2006-03-16T20:41:00.001-08:00

why do the oldies act like retards ... do this , don't do that , no you can't have that , shut up , keep quite . that's all they ever say . Stop this torture in the name of freedom! it's pluckin on my last nerve . on a gd note .. the swimming heat went pretty well , yes tash watch out . i'm back and better than ever! well gonna go eat now .. ciao!

dang

2006-03-16T20:41:00.000-08:00

sigh

2006-03-11T06:33:00.000-08:00

man .. i'm sad . bored and lazy . well at least tuesday there's .. Drama .. yeah , Same old . Hey Jia yu when are we having that double cheese burger .. man i'm hungry too . Sigh .. after 7 months of studying i can't wait to party! i can picture it now .. the clique in china .. yay!
then i'll fly down to KL and after .. maybe some where near the west? .. lol .. well guys i gotta eat my brownies .. well ciao!

whee!

2006-03-03T03:09:00.000-08:00

not much to say ... drama as usual, was fun same old same old .... i mean i kinda agree .. my hair IS kinda like a bee hive , no point denying, took some candid shots - thankfully ( with my quick reflexes ) i managed to dodge shots of my hair .. fun times . We also got reunited with the, samsui rock that we chisseled last year. Dan and i were reminiscing about them gd times . The March holidays are coming .. you know what that means right ? .. Hmm Tash , you know right ? Second thoughts are creeping up , But gotta be true to my word! well ~ gonna eat now .CIAO

yum yum

2006-02-25T03:27:00.000-08:00

whad'ya have whad'ya have ! ..
- a double cheesy dog with extra relish .. thx

a typical convo in a nathans hot dog stand in america (land of heaven-sent food)
hehe yeah .. well we had drama today . We were taking turns to sing a diana ross song .. man i sounded like an indian freak .. the supremes were the queens of the sixties .. and of course the four tops and temptations were the kings .. 2 kings and 1 queen .. man the sixties rocked ..

here's a verse from the song ' love child' from the supremes

"Ooo... Ooo.... you think that i don't feel love, but what i feel for you is real love. In those eyes i see reflected are hurt ,scorned ,rejected! Love Child! never meant to be .. Love Child! born in poverty .. Love Child! never meant to be... Love Child take a look at me.. Started my life... in a old cold run down terrace lawn .. my father left me .. never even married mom .. i shared the guilt my momma knew .. so afraid that others knew, i had no name . This love will contemplate it . it's worth the the pain of waiting..

Love Child never meant to be , Love child in society! mm hmm baby.. I started school in a worn torn dress that some bride threw out ..i knew the way it felt to always live in doubt ... to be without the simple things .. so afraid my friends would see the guilt in me .. Don't think that i don't need yah ... Don't think i don't wanna please yah ... But no child of mine would be better in the name of shame in wearing ... Love Child ! ..." and it continues

A bit longer than a verse huh? hehe .. Time flies man .. it's scary .. but with friends .. and everything else .. it's easier to bear . March 26 th here we come! .. Still bummed out that i didn't get to watch Never The Sinner .. but i cant wait for Army Days ! Yay!!

Holy Toledo

2006-02-06T06:14:00.000-08:00

Don't you sometimes just fell like grabbing someone .. by the hair and screaming in their face .
" You haven't heard the full story so just shut you trap and LISTEN! " Now don't deny it , cuz it's the cold hard facts . One minute everyone .. know what's going on and the next it seems like you've grown some super-natural power to invisible .. But those were the old days - the days when one minute you would be laughing so hard and the next you'd wonder where you went wrong .Man you never knew wad you had until you lost it . But now .. hehe .. 'pock' ~welcome to the fellowship~ it's a total refreshed world and man it's gd to be back . Note to self .. stay away from jia yu during e maths .. that girl is an alarm clock .. and no she doesn't make noise .. she uses PAIN

signing out with words of wisdom from the Wild Boys - ignorance is Bliss
Ciao~ drama mama

so what's new?

2006-02-03T05:00:00.001-08:00

Finally got down the Kim Seng part .. Yeah! .. whoever said sec 4 life was easy has gotta be nuts .. The Temptations Rewritten should be out by end of Feb , but don't expect punctuality cuz .. hehe time management ain't one of my strong points. Man time flies, one second January pays a visit and next thing you know February comes out from nowhere! Gotta grasps the time left with a stronghold and slap March if it comes to close .. Sorry Navin i forgot your e-mail add! Anyway on to more pressing matters at hand - Did you know that 7.11 is selling cheesy nachos at $2.05 _ Police i'm being robbed! Come on man , for that tiny packet I could buy a Double Cheese Burger ~

signing out with words from the world renowned Bob Marley ; when you worry your face will frown and that will bring everybody down .. so don't worry be happy..

so what's new?

2006-02-03T05:00:00.000-08:00

hey there

2006-01-30T02:15:00.000-08:00

As the Great Amanda once said , china has zhangziyi and s'pore has drama mama .. hehe .. btw jia yu thx for linking them peeps yah . Whoever said elton john couldn't make music, must have been whacked . So the man married a guy , leave him be hon . I bet you were singing along when he sang " the (female dog) is back ".. don't deny it , it's on tape ! .. hehe i bet you thought no one was looking . On a serious note - IF ayone and i mean anyone has seen a bright orange file please return it to simaa of 4 Peace . I'd really apprecitae it -thx a bunch Spore's drama mama signing out :)

yoo hoo!

2006-01-25T01:48:00.000-08:00

Okay everyone sit down, drama mama's in session ... hehe ... today was slammin .. they came , ate the hot dogs , took some wacky pics , watched tv , used the com , baked some -kick butt- brownies and the lesson learnt - chocolate is a messy business , get used to it ! But seriously kids , Preliem MT Oral is coming ! - ps : for that sultry ,smokey voice .. a spoonful of wasabi should do the trick .. homework- read the newspaper aloud .. ( it helps really ) .. back away from pop music ! .. it's NOT healthy ! ___ class dismissed ___